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Mamata Venkat

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  <span style="color: #ce9b59"
    >oh, there i am – lost</span
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  years ago,<br />i began<br />a very long game<br />of hide and seek.<br />i
  looked in every nook<br />and i scavenged every cranny<br />to try and find<br />where
  i might have been hidden.
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  i thought i was concealed<br />behind the fast-fading<br />highs of
  success.<br />i was adamant<br />that i existed<br />in the hearts of those<br />who
  never stayed.
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  in my blackest state of loneliness<br />i had given up all hope,<br />and
  believed I was lost for good.<br />in that dungeon of rock bottom<br />a voice
  that sounded<br />suspiciously like my own<br />made its way through the
  cracks<br />of my beat up, battered soul.
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  kindly, but firmly<br />she whispered to my heart:<br />“my dear, you have<br />looked
  everywhere,<br />when all along,<br />you were here.”
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  <span style="color: #9ea981"
    >oh, there i am – found</span
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  a few days ago<br />i glanced into the mirror<br />and was surprised to
  find<br />a stranger peering back at me.<br />who was this girl<br />eyes
  bright with joy,<br />smile full with excitement,<br />spine straight with
  confidence,<br />spirit strong with conviction?
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  those brown eyes<br />are shaped like mine.<br />and that smile<br />belongs
  to me.<br />when she stretches her spine<br />i grow taller.<br />the more she
  speaks<br />my spirit grows bolder.
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  the deeper i go<br />the more i am surprised<br />to find<br />i was never
  going to be found<br />in any nook or cranny<br />i was hiding in me<br />all
  along.
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<h4 class="has-text-align-center">Illustrations by LAKSHMI GADDAM</h4>

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Oh, there i am

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  <strong><span style="color: #eb586b">MAMATA VENKAT</span>
    looks back over the last year, which has been full of tragedy, and finds the
    moments of light and laughter that bring joy and celebration to
    life.</strong>
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<p>
  Here are a few statistics I recently heard on an episode of the
  <em>Hidden Brain</em> podcast:&nbsp;
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<p>On average, children laugh 300 times a day.</p>

<p>It takes adults two and a half months to laugh as much.</p>

<p>Adults stop laughing around the age of 23, once they reach working age.</p>

<p>
  I’m an adult (theoretically). I laugh a lot, don’t I? I think I do. I think I
  laugh many times a day.
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<p>Actually, I don’t.&nbsp;</p>

<p>What is stopping me from laughing more?</p>

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  And why does it take difficult moments to realize how much we take joy,
  laughter, love, and <em>people</em> for granted?
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<p>
  This realization sticks with me harder than ever in a year our family has been
  hit with several successive months of sudden loss. It has been overwhelming
  trying to make sense of the grief that we never, ever, expected to experience.
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<p>
  As you slowly start to shake off the shock and heaviness of loss, you
  resurface to find that simple things like jokes, humor, and laughter still
  exist. They are still allowed to exist. And every moment that you get to soak
  in that joy from laughter feels almost medicinal, a soothing reprieve from the
  pain that reminds you that, yes, even in the midst of deep, overwhelming
  sadness, you are still allowed to be happy.
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  Laughter has been the light we have let in during a year that has often been
  quite dark. It has come in many forms:
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  In the staring contests I have over entire weekends with my young cousins, who
  will giggle at just about anything.
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  In a story my dad shared shortly after my grandfather’s funeral, about the
  time my grandfather waved merrily to a driver who was giving him the finger
  because he thought it was a friendly American gesture.
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  In the heated board and video games that my nephews pull me into, which have
  me cracking up because of their smack talk.
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  In the inside jokes shared over the phone amongst friends that keep us
  satisfied until we can all be together again in person.
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  In the <em>Friends </em>reruns that my niece and I enjoy, which still make us
  laugh in all the same spots.
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  In the moments my mom and I dance around the kitchen to our favorite ’90s
  country songs that have us sharing twin snorts because she always forgets the
  lyrics.
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  <span style="color: #eb586b">I will allow myself to laugh with the innocence of a child,
  </span><br /><span style="color: #eb586b">straight from the heart, with abandon and without
    fear, </span><br /><span style="color: #eb586b">with gratitude for every person in my
    world, </span><br /><span style="color: #eb586b">and full of appreciation for simple humor,
    joy, </span><br /><span style="color: #eb586b">and celebration of <em>life</em>.</span>
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<p>
  This last year has so painfully and beautifully cracked my heart wide open and
  has taught me to let the light in and appreciate every moment to its fullest.
  I can’t speak for everyone, but I know I often take the simple things for
  granted.&nbsp;
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<p>
  Forget the adult statistics; I will never, <em>ever, </em>take laughter for
  granted again! I will allow myself to laugh with the innocence of a child,
  straight from the heart, with abandon and without fear, with gratitude for
  every person in my world, and full of appreciation for simple humor, joy, and
  celebration of <em>life</em>.
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<h4 class="has-text-align-center">Illustrations by ANANYA PATEL</h4>

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I take laughter for granted

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<h4><span style="color: #ff6600;">MAMATA VENKAT</span> shares her experience of attending an extraordinary event near
    Hyderabad, India – the inauguration of a vast new meditation center in honor of 75 years of Heartfulness.</h4>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">On a cool, windy morning on Tuesday, January 28, the Hyderabadi sun slowly cast its
    light over 40,000 Heartfulness practitioners quietly sitting together in meditation at Kanha Shanti Vanam Ashram.
    Heartfulness was celebrating the 75th anniversary of its first organization, Shri Ram Chandra Mission, with the
    inauguration of the world’s largest meditation center. This was to be the first of three separate seminars – the
    first from January 28th to 30th, the second from February 1st to 3rd, and the third from February 7th to 9th. All in
    all, 100,000 people attended the three seminars. Seekers from around the world had been eagerly awaiting the arrival
    of this momentous occasion. In the days prior, they came in waves, filling up the newly-constructed dormitories with
    suitcases, laughter, and a readiness to absorb the subtle meditative condition that was pervading the dusty Indian
    air.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">On the inauguration day, Daaji was joined on stage by Yogrishi Swami Ramdev, the
    co-founder of Pantanjali Ayurved. Swamiji Ramdev sat peacefully with Daaji as he conducted meditation sessions over
    the course of the three-day celebration, and also demonstrated his extensive knowledge of Ashtanga Yoga to the
    audience. He shared a few yogic techniques with the audience, explaining the purpose of each, and encouraging the
    practitioners to utilize them in times of need. He later expressed his enthusiasm and joy to be part of the
    celebrations.</p>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">At the end of his visit, he said, “Though I am leaving physically, Shri Ram Chandra
    Mission will be in my heart, mind, and soul forever. And those who have not yet come to this spiritual path, they,
    too, will eventually find this because it is the very goal of life.”</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">During the second seminar, the ashram was graced by the presence of a number of
    government dignitaries, including the President of India and the First Lady, Ram Nath Kovind and Savita Kovind. A
    long-time practitioner of Heartfulness, President Kovind expressed his appreciation for the growth of the
    Heartfulness movement:</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">“I am glad to see that Shri Ram Chandra Mission has been promoting both individual
    change as well as social change. The Mission is promoting the great ancient tradition of Raja Yoga, meditation in
    the modern world. This campus, Kanha Shanti Vanam, presents a model of holistic living.”</p>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">Kanha Shanti Vanam Ashram has experienced significant evolution in the last year,
    evolving into a beautiful and peaceful utopia that is enjoyed by all. Visitors not only have the chance to utilize
    the meditation facilities to deepen their inner condition, but they also have ample opportunity to explore each part
    of Kanha’s 1,400-acre grounds, including the Yatra Garden, many organic vegetable and herb gardens, medicinal
    gardens, the HFNlife shopping area, Fausto’s Italian Restaurant, the extraordinary children’s playgrounds, the
    cottage industries, and Books &amp; More, Kanha’s central bookstore. In the evenings, everyone was treated to
    musical performances from both classical and modern artists.</p>
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<h4 style="text-align: center;">Article by MAMATA VENKAT</h4>
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A new era

<h3 style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #2066ab;">GENERATION NOW</span></h3>
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<h4><span style="color: #c73e3e;">MAMATA VENKAT</span> celebrates the season of romantic love and reminds us of the
    importance of self-love for a successful relationship.</h4>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">Let me preface this article by saying that I am no expert when it comes to love and
    relationships. My experience with love comes from years of watching corny (yet satisfying) romantic comedies filled
    with escalating conflicts between two main characters that an audience knows are destined to be together, and a few
    personal, immature experiences with “love” that ultimately ended up being fantastic learning lessons.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">It’s February, the month of Valentine’s Day. Stores burst with red and pink cards and
    chocolate boxes and mushy signs of love. Televisions play commercials of fresh-faced partners surprising their loved
    ones with engagement rings from jewelry stores with discount deals. And couples are all abuzz making plans with
    their significant others for the most love-filled day of the year.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I am at an age in my life when many of my close friends are either in serious
    relationships, are engaged or married, or are settling down and starting families. Phone and texting conversations
    are now filled with sleuth-y discussions on when a significant other might propose based on a hint that they dropped
    about a trip in January; single friends ask coupled friends how they knew their partners were “The One,” then weigh
    the pros and cons of getting on dating apps versus arranged marriage; and pregnancy announcements with
    cleverly-crafted captions and colorful gender reveals now fill my Instagram feed. This phase of life was inevitable,
    and yet I am surprised by how suddenly it has crept up around me.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I am the single friend that often asks her coupled friends how they knew they were ready
    to be in a relationship or get married. I collect data from everyone – from my parents’ thirty-year relationship, to
    my best friend’s nine-month courtship, to the friends that went from high school sweethearts to a family of four.
    And while all of them have vastly different stories of how they knew their partner, there is one common thread in
    all of their answers: in order to find love with someone, they first had to find love within themselves.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">No relationship is successful, my friends and family always say, if you can’t be your
    own person, develop your own perspective, and become fully comfortable in your own independence. While the current
    “self-love” movement can often feel somewhat saccharin, there is so much validity in it – in learning as much as you
    can about yourself and creating settlement in that before trying to engage with another person.</p>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">I am guilty of not focusing on myself enough. In the past, whether it be in a romantic
    relationship or in friendships, I have been known to give and give and give and, in that unhealthy process, lose
    myself. I’m sure many of us have been in this boat, or are currently in this boat, and are unsure of how to make the
    change.</p>
<p>So how do we break this cycle? I’ve been trying to do a better job of “dating myself”:</p>
<p style="padding-left: 80px;"><span style="color: #c73e3e;">I go on walks by myself.</span></p>
<p style="padding-left: 80px;"><span style="color: #c73e3e;">I spend full days alone cooking, reading, researching, and
        meditating.</span></p>
<p style="padding-left: 80px;"><span style="color: #c73e3e;">I write in a diary, often asking myself questions that I
        would ask a partner or a friend.</span></p>
<p style="padding-left: 80px;"><span style="color: #c73e3e;">I visit spots in New York City on my own, and challenge
        myself to do things by myself that I would normally do with friends.</span></p>
<p style="padding-left: 80px;"><span style="color: #c73e3e;">I put extra effort into my practice of Heartfulness, which
        ultimately allows me to feel the most connected to myself.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">These small moments of self-love are enough to allow me to continue to do more research
    on myself, to understand what I want and what I need, and to ultimately make those wants and needs the foundation of
    my individual. The more I learn about myself, the easier it feels to hold my own ground and not feel consumed by
    other people’s perceptions and perspectives. And I know that the more solid I feel as an independent individual, the
    healthier of a contributor I will be to any relationship.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">So, in this sweet season of love, I hope we never forget to take interest in ourselves
    even when it feels challenging and to give ourselves love first in the best and most positive ways.</p>
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<h4 style="text-align: center;">Article by MAMATA VENKAT<br>
    Illustrations by JASMEE RATHOD</h4>
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Love and relationships

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    <span style="color: #24caa9">MAM<strong>ATA VENKAT</strong></span><strong>
        shares 6 simple time management tools you can apply that will help combat
        the stress that comes with balancing multiple priorities at work.</strong>
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<p>
    I burst into tears the other day after a long day at work. A few projects
    hadn’t worked well, roadblocks prevented me from moving forward on some tasks,
    and I hadn’t slept well the night before, leaving me exhausted and spaced out.
    Normally, these things wouldn’t overwhelm me, but combined, they made me feel
    like a hare-brained mess, and I questioned my ability.
</p>

<p>
    Unmanageable days are normal. Often I pile work, stress, and emotions so high
    that by the time I realize how overwhelmed I am, the pile is already quickly
    falling around me. If only I had enough arms to catch everything! Knowing that
    life will always throw several things at me, I decided to be preemptive about
    the way I handle the stress of it. That way, even when I can’t fully
    anticipate chaos, at least I will be inwardly still, prepared to handle
    anything. As my mom always reminds me, it often comes down to time management.
</p>

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    So here are 6 simple hacks that can help preempt even the most stressful days,
    if you practice them consistently:
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    <span style="color: #8586dc"><strong>1.</strong> <strong>Have a regular routine.
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<p>
    While disruptions are normal, there are things about our routine that we can
    control. Small things, such as waking up at the same time, having three to
    four hours in the morning before we start work, eating breakfast, lunch, and
    dinner at the same time. All these will help set your internal biological
    clock and make your body feel more at ease.
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    <strong><span style="color: #2bc3a4">2. Schedule 30 to 60-minute work blocks, then take a
            15-minute break.
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<p>
    Especially because of remote work during the pandemic, the pattern of working
    without taking breaks has become normal. This unhealthy pattern can lead to
    faster mental and physical burnout and lower work productivity. Scheduling
    dedicated work blocks, then schedule a 15-minute break to get up, stretch,
    hydrate, and give your mind a rest.
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    <strong><span style="color: #cb6a14">3. Reduce meeting times.
        </span></strong>
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<p>
    Have 15, 30, or 45-minute meetings, so that you leave time to manage
    deliverables.<strong> </strong>My days can be filled with back-to-back
    meetings, forcing me to work late into the night to complete my actual work.
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    <strong><span style="color: #5c8e0b">4. Get your steps in!
        </span></strong>
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<p>
    Don’t take your body for granted. The less you take care of your physical
    health, the more worn out you will feel. Even 10 minutes of exercise a day can
    make a huge difference. Try scheduling your work breaks around some
    exercise.&nbsp;
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    <strong><span style="color: #e4af21">5. Make mental health a habit.
        </span></strong>
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<p>
    Mental wellness is just as important as physical wellness. Exercises like
    meditation will help you to regulate the emotions and thoughts that create
    stress, anxiety, and other negative reactions, so it is easier to meet tougher
    days in a more balanced state.&nbsp;
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    <span style="color: #6faec8"><strong>6. Sleep, sleep, sleep!</strong></span>
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<p>
    Do you operate with the incorrect assumption that you can function on little
    or no sleep? Sleep is
    <a href="https://www.heartfulnessmagazine.com/sleep-2/" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener">critical to
        purifying and restoring your system</a>. Try to get the recommended 7 to 8 hours sleep each night.
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6 simple way to make your workday more manageable

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        <strong
          ><span style="color: #ee543e"
            >MAMATA VENKAT</span
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          manages external communications and public relations for Anthem’s
          Global Chief Information Office. Through personal reflection, she
          talks about how negative emotions – especially anger –have driven her
          to consistently invest time in her whole health and
          well-being.</strong
        >
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      <p>
        Several situations helped me realize I was doing a terrible job of
        putting myself first. In my twenties, I couldn’t see how unhealthy some
        of my relationships were until I quit them; at one moment I couldn’t
        manage my anxiety, and nearly lost a job because of it; my body felt
        exhausted when I didn’t nourish it with food and sleep; I felt burned
        out because of work stress and anxiety; and I was generally trying to
        exist. But the realization of how little time I was investing in myself
        did not come from any of these specific moments. Instead, it came from a
        feeling that still surprises me: anger.
      </p>

      <p>
        The isolation of the pandemic forced me to do some self-reflection that
        helped me own and rectify my shortcomings, but in parallel came the
        realization that my baseline emotion was often deep anger. I was angry
        at <em>everything:</em> at friends and family who had said hurtful
        things to me months or years ago; at times when I had been too scared to
        stand up for myself, letting people walk and speak all over me; at loved
        ones whose constructive criticism I took too harshly; at the pandemic
        for pushing me out of New York City; at everyone else for everything,
        because it was easier than trying to change myself.
      </p>

      <p>
        I would spiral through thoughts, all with the end goal of wishing that
        people who had walked all over me would come back, fix how I was
        feeling, and give that positive energy back to me. I wanted
        <em>them</em> to invest in me the way <em>I</em> had been willing to
        invest in <em>them</em>.
      </p>

      <p>
        I would hear how negatively I’d speak to myself, constantly shaming and
        reprimanding myself for being human. I could never speak to my best
        friend in the critical, deprecating way I would speak to myself, so, why
        was it okay?
      </p>

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      <hr />

      <h4 class="has-text-align-center">
        <span style="color: #ee3724"
          >By “being your own best friend,” <br />you’re less inclined to
          <br />live your life based on <br />other people’s standards.
          <br />Instead you are motivated <br />to live the life you<br />
          have always wanted.</span
        >
      </h4>

      <hr />

      <hr class="vertical-space1" />

      <p>
        There was a period when I attended regular therapy sessions (I highly
        recommend them). I spent several sessions venting my frustrations about
        others, and my therapist would patiently listen and validate my
        feelings. But when I was ready to really listen, she said to me:&nbsp;
      </p>

      <p>
        “Remember that game kids play, hot potato? Someone would play music, and
        kids would pretend to throw an invisible hot potato from person to
        person, and whenever the music stopped, the person holding the potato
        was out? Blame is like a hot potato. It’s fine to toss it from person to
        person, but the music has stopped, and right now you’re the one who is
        feeling the burn. And if you’re still feeling the burn, that means it is
        your responsibility to figure out how to stop it.”
      </p>

      <p>
        Wellness experts and Instagram influencers are constantly posting photos
        and videos captioned with 2200 characters of self-love and self-care
        words intended to motivate us to set aside our insecurities, seize the
        day and “be your own best friend.”&nbsp; By “being your own best
        friend,” you’re less inclined to live your life based on other people’s
        standards. Instead you are motivated to live the life you have always
        wanted.
      </p>

      <p>
        As someone who regularly posts lengthy motivational captions on my own
        Instagram page, I’d be a hypocrite if I balked at any of these
        ubiquitous self-love posts. However, I still feel uncertain when I read
        or write such posts, like there is a part of me that is looking for the
        validation that I am allowed to put myself first. Can I really invest
        energy in myself? Am I allowed to do that?
      </p>

      <p>
        This is a discussion I have been having with colleagues and friends–
        especially my female friends. Many of us still feel that internal
        tug-of-war of enabling others’ needs and perspectives versus empowering
        and honoring what feels natural to us. Why do we have such a hard time
        putting ourselves first? And why does it take a real struggle for us to
        realize that we have been depleting ourselves?
      </p>

      <p>
        For me, a lot of it comes from a people-pleasing mentality that is both
        cultural and innate. I often operate with a fear that if I don’t do what
        is asked of me, or what the people I care about expect of me, then I’m
        failing. That is where I have derived a lot of my value. That is also
        where I have derived a lot of my anger.
      </p>

      <p>
        For years I have minimized my inner voice so much that when I finally
        was able to see a 30,000-foot view of my reality, the only thing that
        felt in my control was putting blame on everyone and everything else.
        That anger consumed me so much that it took me a long time to recognize
        that the better, healthier solution was to be present for myself.
      </p>

      <p>
        So, how am I learning how to be my own best friend? It’s a work in
        progress. These are five things that have been helping me feel a little
        closer to my most authentic, natural self:
      </p>

      <hr class="vertical-space1" />

      <div class="block-image">
        <figure>
          <img
            width="700"
            height="1754"
            alt="5ways-your-own-friend-infographic"
            class="lazyload has-img-center"
            src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/5ways_your_own_friend_infographic_700x1754_ce1ec4f3bc.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-10T13:08:14.714Z"
          />
        </figure>
      </div>

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      <hr />

      <h4 class="has-text-align-center">
        <span style="color: #ee3724"
          >Get to know yourself. <br />Figure out what makes you<br />feel
          whole. Allow room for growth.<br />Allow room for change.</span
        >
      </h4>

      <hr />

      <hr class="vertical-space1" />

      <p>
        My therapist gave me the hot potato metaphor when I was twenty-four. I’m
        almost thirty now. I still carry that wisdom with me in the moments I’m
        inclined to play the blame game rather than take responsibility for my
        own growth.
      </p>

      <p>
        Your relationship with yourself is the most constant and important
        relationship you’ll ever have. It may take time to realize that, but
        when you do, start the work. Get to know yourself. Figure out what makes
        you feel whole. Allow room for growth. Allow room for change. You are
        <em>allowed</em> to put time and energy into yourself. You don’t need
        permission. In fact, you just <em>should</em>.
      </p>

      <hr class="vertical-space1" />

      <div class="block-image">
        <figure>
          <img
            width="224"
            height="162"
            alt="5ways-your-own-friend3"
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            src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/5ways_your_own_friend3_1c10f0c21b.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-10T13:09:16.232Z"
          />
        </figure>
      </div>

      <hr class="vertical-space1" />

Listen to the influencers: 5 ways to be your own best friend

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<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      ><span style="color: #5d4c9c">MAMATA VENKAT</span> opens up about the
      challenge of finding self-compassion and self-acceptance in a world of
      judgment and criticism. She also offers 10 tips from her own experience
      about how to cultivate a self-nurturing approach to life.</span
    ></span
  >
</h4>
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<h3 style="text-align: center">
  <spanundefined style="color: #c7a10a"
    ><span
      >FINDING YOUR COLORS AMIDST THE BLACK AND WHITE</span
    ></span
  >
</h3>
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<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >I want to challenge all of us with a question: Why are we so good at
      being kind to the people we love, but not to ourselves?
    </span></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >Whenever a friend calls me to vent, to talk through a mistake, or to
      self-criticize, I am always prepared with an arsenal of compassionate
      phrases:
    </span></span
  >“It’s important that you aren’t so hard on yourself.”
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >“You are not a bad person.” “It wasn’t a mistake – it was a learning
      lesson.” “You are an amazing person, and you will grow from this.”</span
    ></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >I soothe, I comfort, I take away blame. I remind them of their worth. I
      encourage them to accept responsibility for what could be better, and at
      the same time to remember that it is okay to be human. I tell them that,
      in every situation that seems black and white, there inevitably is always
      color.</span
    ></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span>
      And yet, when the roles are reversed, and it is my turn to feel the weight
      of an error, the cut of an insecurity, or the (completely normal) wetness
      of tears triggered by the overwhelm of figuring out life, I only view my
      world through that black and white lens. I spend hours – sometimes days –
      mentally punishing myself for even the slightest mistake, without leaving
      any room to let the light of Grace in. By not giving myself compassion, I
      limit my ability to create balance, and my world becomes even more
      colorless.</span
    ></span
  >
</p>

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<img
  alt="creating-balance2"
  class="has-img-center lazyload"
  src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance2_18307e0365.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.345Z"
/>
<hr class="vertical-space1" />

<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span>
      Many of you may probably identify with this. How do we find that healthy
      balance of trying to create our best journeys while simultaneously finding
      the right salves that can quickly smooth the inevitable internal bumps and
      bruises that appear along the way?
    </span></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >I imagine that the forced isolation of a global pandemic has exacerbated
      this for many of us. We have all spent nearly a year attempting to wade
      forward through uncertainty, while at the same time we see the need to
      face ourselves and our shortcomings that need work. Marry all of this with
      physical distancing, lots of global uncertainty, and the usual myriad of
      day-to-day stresses, and</span
    ></span
  >
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >it becomes even clearer that the need for both balance and
      self-compassion is at an ultimate high.</span
    ></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span>
      So in a year when we all deserve a little slack, are we actually giving
      ourselves the Grace and compassion we deserve? In other words: amidst all
      of the black and the white, both internal and external, are we actively
      searching for color?</span
    ></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >I am the first to admit it: I am no artist. Even my stick figures could
      use some work. But I always appreciate a good metaphor, and thinking about
      things that make the dark moments brighter always helps me to create
      balance.
    </span></span
  >
</p>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >So what does “finding your colors” look like? Here are 10 tips that have
      worked for me:
    </span></span
  >
</p>
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<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance4"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
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  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class=" mb-5" style="color: #39aa53"
    ><span
      >Own the bad moments</span
    ></span
  >
</h4>
<p>
  <spanundefined
    ><span
      >They happen, and it’s okay to make a mistake and to own it. It’s okay to
      feel sad, angry, hurt, or miserable, and to own it. It’s okay that we have
      bad moments. They don’t make us weaker or minimize our worth. They simply
      make us human.
    </span></span
  >
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance5"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance5_ed4bb38ae2.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:35:25.519Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #57afa5"
    >Speak to yourself the way you would speak to your friends and family</span
  >
</h4>
<p>
  In hard moments, take a step out of your mind for a moment, and speak to
  yourself the way you would speak to your best friend. Would you approach them
  with judgment, irritation, or harsh criticism? Or would you give them honesty
  with kindness and compassion? It is important that we recognize our
  responsibility to be a friend to ourselves as much as we would be a friend to
  others.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance6"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance6_4b85d2c596.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:35:25.497Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #46c6e9"
    >Reframe “mistake” as “learning lesson”</span
  >
</h4>
<p>
  I have found that when I look at a misstep as a mistake, I have a tendency to
  be even harder on myself. When I instead choose to look at that misstep as a
  lesson to be learned from, not only am I less likely to be self-critical, but
  I am also more inclined to grow from that moment, and to not repeat it.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance7"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance7_f9746aea0b.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:35:25.499Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #d71671">Take the compliment</span>
</h4>
<p>
  Many of us have a tendency to shy away from a compliment. We brush it off
  without embracing it, thinking that we either don’t deserve it, or that it
  will make us arrogant to accept. These days, when someone gives me a
  compliment, I am working on hearing it, pausing to accept it, embracing it,
  and simply saying thank you.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance8"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance8_93eea12701.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:35:25.500Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #f0532a">Give yourself the compliment</span>
</h4>
<p>
  Own when you have earned it. If you do a good job on a project, at school, at
  making a dish, or doing something as simple as taking out the garbage, pat
  yourself on the back and give yourself the “good job” you deserve – it is
  completely okay to do this.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance9"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance9_389179b3ef.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:35:25.518Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #e9a436">Throw judgment out the window</span>
</h4>
<p>
  In the Heartfulness practice, we often talk about attitudes that are poison to
  our spiritual growth, such as prejudice. Judgment, whether is toward ourselves
  or toward others, is a poison to our growth. The more we foster it, the harder
  it becomes to learn and move forward.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance10"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance10_68ed2e485a.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.040Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #a6a616"
    >Create self-compassion practices</span
  >
</h4>
<p>
  Are there practices that help you feel more grounded in yourself ? For me,
  those practices include meditation, writing in a diary, going for a walk to
  think, and singing. When I need additional affirmation, I often write positive
  words on Post-It notes and stick them around my room. All of these practices
  help me feel closer to myself, and help to heal those moments of self-doubt or
  self-criticism. Find a few practices that help you to feel closer to yourself,
  and allow those practices to center you during difficult moments.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance11"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance11_9783ac372e.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.123Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #a477d1">Have vulnerable conversations</span>
</h4>
<p>
  Over the years, I have found that having conversations with friends and family
  who are experiencing similar feelings is a helpful way to clear out self-doubt
  and self-criticism. It can be hard to open up and be honest with people about
  insecurities, negative thoughts, or feelings, but by treating this like a
  practice, the easier it becomes, and the more we find healing by relating to
  other people.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance12"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance12_0957bc6a37.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.186Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #7f4e80">Push yourself in healthy ways</span>
</h4>
<p>
  Something I am trying to do is not to let tough moments derail me – be it a
  mistake or moments of insecurity. Instead, own it and push forward. In the
  past, if I would goof up at work, I would immediately start the process of
  self-deprecation, which would cause a lot of anxiety and find me repeating my
  mistakes. It has taken practice and intentional work to arrive at a place
  where I can own a mistake, be gentle with myself about it, and immediately
  figure out a solution so I can actually learn from the past and not repeat it.
</p>
<h4 class="text-center my-5">
  <img
    alt="creating-balance13"
    width="75"
    height="75"
    class="has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance13_9a09bee1cc.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.109Z"
  />
</h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center">
  <span class="mb-5" style="color: #625b6b">Make space for gratitude</span>
</h4>
<p style="text-align: justify">
  The best way to combat the negative is with the positive. In the last couple
  of years, I have tried to find different moments to acknowledge gratitude,
  whether that is in a diary, on pieces of papers, or in words shared with the
  people I care about. While it can be easy to wallow in the bad, it is
  healthier for our mind, body, and soul to focus on what is positive.
</p>

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<img
  alt="creating-balance3"
  class="w-100 lazyload"
  src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/creating_balance3_7a4f53be88.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-12T13:34:30.343Z"
/>

<p style="text-align: justify">
  Much of this is easier said than done. All of us have our own unique journey
  to take on the path to self-compassion and inner security. As individual as
  our paths are, there is one thing all of us have in common: We all have the
  ability to create color in our lives. We just have to make the choice to do
  so.
</p>
<hr class="vertical-space1" />

<hr />

<h4 style="text-align: center">
  Article By MAMATA VENKAT Illustrations by ANANYA PATEL
</h4>

<hr />


Creating balance

<h3 style="text-align: center;">GENERATION NOW</h3>
<hr class="vertical-space1">
<h4><span style="color: #ff6600;">MAMATA VENKAT</span> <span style="color: #2db39e;">shares some practical tips on how
    to create habits out of New Year’s resolutions, and generally how to bring about effective change in your
    lifestyle.</span></h4>
<hr class="vertical-space1">
<p style="text-align: justify;">The start of the New Year often feels like a period of rebirth. It is a reset of the
  clock, a fresh start that allows us to take inventory on the status of the past year, to celebrate its wins, and to
  honor areas of growth and improvement that can be carried into the following year. December seems to be the prime
  month for everyone and everything, from family members to friends to commercials to self-care articles, to ask us the
  ever-pressing and slightly stressful bold-lettered question: <span style="color: #2db39e;"><strong><span
        style="color: #2db39e;">“What</span> is your New Year’s Resolution?”</strong> </span></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I am what I call a “recovering resolution-making over-enthusiast.” In the past, every
  time the last week of December came around, I would evaluate my year and write up a very lengthy, very unrealistic
  resolution list. I was determined to stick with it. Come January, I would successfully go gung-ho on my list for a few
  weeks, only to find myself quickly burning out on my goals. March, April, May would fly by, and that long resolution
  list I made back in December would find itself in a corner of my life collecting dust. Discouraged, I would forget
  about my goals completely, resolving that next year would be the year that I tackled all of my resolutions. It took a
  few instances for me to realize that there were two issues with the way I was handling things:</p>
<p style="padding-left: 40px; text-align: justify;">I was doing too much, and expecting too much, all in too little
  time.</p>
<p style="padding-left: 40px; text-align: justify;">I was looking at my resolutions as insurmountable mountains that I
  needed to climb, instead of simply as habit building.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">That’s all resolutions are really: habit building. I needed to build my habits in the
  same steady way I built my meditation practice, gradually, with ease, and intentionally. Once I reframed resolutions
  as habits, it became easier to take them off the pedestal and implement them into my routine.</p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><img class="lazyload has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/start_newyear_right2_ec5bae5802.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-05T04:29:37.649Z" />
</p>
Here are a few tactics that have helped me build habits throughout the year
<h4><span style="color: #15d1b5;"><span style="color: #2db39e;">1. &nbsp;Define what your goal is and why it is
      significant.</span> </span></h4>
<p>What is the purpose of your resolution? Why is it significant in bettering your life? Write it out. It helps to
  understand what it is that you are trying to achieve</p>
<h4><span style="color: #2db39e;">2. What steps can you take to get there? </span></h4>
<p>Instead of jumping right in, write out actionable steps that you can take to achieve your goal. When I started to
  incorporate meditation into my routine, I first started with five minutes in the morning and five minutes in the
  evening. As I grew comfortable with those five minutes, I kept adding on an additional five minutes until I could sit
  for 30 to 40 minutes. Taking those steps helped to build the habit and improve upon it.</p>
<h4 style="text-align:center;">
  <img class="lazyload has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/start_newyear_right3_ef4348b46e.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-05T04:31:40.123Z">
</h4>
<h4><span style="color: #2db39e;">3. What does success look like for this resolution at one month, three months, six
    months, nine months, and a year?</span></h4>
<p>What progress would you like to see in yourself with this habit throughout the course of the year? Mile marking goals
  helps to set easy points of achievement throughout the year.</p>
<h4><span style="color: #2db39e;">4. Track your progress.</span></h4>
<p>Tracking your progress allows you to be accountable for your progress. A few years ago, I took up bullet journaling,
  a record-keeping method that allows you to design how you want to track your goals and to-do lists. I used this method
  as a way to record how I was doing with each aspect of the Heartfulness practice. When I saw how it helped me to keep
  up with my meditation practice, I started to use bullet journaling as a way to manage all of my habits.</p>
<h4><span style="color: #2db39e;">5. Be flexible and allow your goals to change as you and your year changes.</span>
</h4>
<p>Part of habit building is allowing your goals to change and adapt with you as you grow throughout the year. We often
  have a fixed vision of what our end results should be and get frustrated when those expectations don’t meet reality. I
  am learning how to allow for flexibility with those goals, as they evolve in the same way I do.</p>
<h4><span style="color: #2db39e;">6. Willpower, willpower, willpower.</span></h4>
<p>No goal can be achieved unless you take interest in yourself and apply willpower toward its success. Commit to your
  goal, and don’t stop until you achieve it.</p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><img class="lazyload has-img-center"
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/start_newyear_right4_6e0bda02ff.jpg?updated_at=2023-04-05T04:32:34.856Z" />
</p>
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<h4 style="text-align: center;">Article by MAMATA VENKAT</h4>
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Start the new year right


                                <h4><span style="color: #b38c22;">MAMATA VENKAT</span> mourns the devastating effect of the virus in New York City, yet is completely moved by the way we are all stepping up and taking care of each other. It is showing us what we take for granted, and how much we value the simple things in life.</h4>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">I’ll be completely honest. I stared at a blank Word document for a long time as I tried to compose my thoughts to write this. How can anyone even begin to describe the way the world feels right now? The coronavirus has robbed all of us of any semblance of normalcy. The majority of us are now indefinitely locked down in our homes, while our brave healthcare researchers and workers, including my incredible parents and the majority of my family, risk their lives day in and day out to do their normal day jobs and also treat the overwhelming wave of patients battling the coronavirus, and also frantically solidify a cure to end what has to be the most challenging era of fear and uncertainty that most of us have ever faced.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Sometimes I feel like we are living in a dystopian novel, trapped in an alternate universe without an exit route. Each day, the news becomes increasingly darker and ambiguous, not providing us with any relief of when this situation might end as each country takes every measure possible to curb the spread of this virus. Colleges and universities have moved online for the rest of the year; malls and movie theatres are shut down indefinitely. Business after business takes hit after hit. And social distancing has made many of us feel lonelier than ever: friends and family can only see one another over video chat, if at all, increasing anxiety and depression rates as people get the call to self-isolate and work from home.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">My beautiful New York City is currently the epicenter of what feels like a bio-war. Doctors and nurses live away from their families as they work themselves to the bone; hospital beds are running out so fast that the lush green lawns of Central Park are now dotted with white medical tents so healthcare facilities can have more treatment centers for patients; and Times Square, with all of its Broadway shows closed indefinitely and its people-less lanes, is the quietest it has ever been. I don’t know when my home is every going to feel like home again.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">This virus has been a rude awakening of all of the things I take for granted: the simplicity of going to the grocery store; taking the Subway to visit my best friend; going to concerts; hugging my mom. I recognize my privilege during this time: I am lucky enough to be safely nestled at home with my family, to be able to work from home, and to take walks and get fresh air when I need it. So many of us aren’t so lucky.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Many of our friends, family members, neighbors, acquaintances, and even enemies and strangers are struggling right now. People have lost jobs, lost homes, and heartbreakingly lost loved ones. Self-quarantine and social distancing have literally uprooted so many lives. But in a time when all of us could theoretically only be looking out for ourselves, I am completely moved by the way we are stepping up for one another.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I was scrolling through Twitter the other day when I read a tweet that at first absolutely broke my heart, but then filled me with so much joy and hope. A man was celebrating his 67th birthday, but because of the coronavirus he was forced to isolate and celebrate alone. When he posted on Twitter asking for a few birthday wishes, the world stepped up, not only showering him with well-wishes and happy returns, but also asking him for his address so that they could send him birthday cards and balloons and treats so that he didn’t have to celebrate by himself. I burst into tears when I read the responses to this man’s tweet.</p>
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<h5 style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b38c22;">In a time in when the majority of us</span><br>
<span style="color: #b38c22;">cannot be together physically,</span><br>
<span style="color: #b38c22;">the global community has come together</span><br>
<span style="color: #b38c22;">to say that ‘together’ is exactly what we need to be.</span></h5>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">There have been so many other wonderful moments of kindness, community, and generosity just like this one. People are sewing masks and personal protective equipment for the doctors, nurses, and medical professionals who are risking their lives on the frontline every day to fight the virus. Communities are supporting their local small businesses and restaurants, and those restaurants are turning into grocery stores in order to provide food for people who are struggling financially. CEOs and other business heads are cutting their salaries in half or more to ensure that their employees can keep working.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I have seen people express their grief over losing their job on social media, only to have hundreds of people immediately respond to them with temporary job opportunities to help them pay the bills. Health and wellness businesses have moved their operations online, allowing people to take classes online for free or at discounted rates.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Friends and family members are reaching out to one another to check in so that people feel a little less alone. People are standing out on their balconies applauding our healthcare workers, or singing with one another, creating irrevocable bonds with strangers they probably never thought they’d meet.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">We are all directly impacted by the spread of this virus, and yet, we are all stepping up and taking care of one another. These moments of positivity, these sweet acts of kindness, stand out to me more than any grim statistic or news piece. In a time in when the majority of us cannot be together physically, the global community has come together to say that ‘together’ is exactly what we need to be.</p>
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Together is exactly what we need to be


                                <h4><span style="color: #339966;">MAMATA VENKAT</span> has learnt a lot about herself from playing tennis. Especially, it has taught her to let go of imperfections and move forward in a healthy way towards continuous improvement in all aspects of life.</h4>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">I was twelve years old the first time I stepped onto a tennis court, reluctantly encouraged by both my mom and my cousin to take up the sport as a way to strengthen my college eligibility and build my stamina, and also face my aversion of trying new things.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #339966;"><em>Fun fact: I’m not good at trying new things.</em></span></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I was skeptical, stubborn, and totally terrified as I walked onto the court for the first time, gripping my dad’s dinky old Head racket in my right hand and my water bottle in the other. And when coach Kent smacked that first ball at me and my return shot embarrassingly soared way over to the other side of the court, I became even more determined to hate tennis and prove that my mom and cousin were wrong.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #339966;"><em>Spoiler alert: I fell in love with tennis.</em></span></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Tennis carried me through my teenage years, giving me a sense of confidence that came from feeling strong. When I started playing high school tennis, it also fostered a camaraderie amongst girls my age during a period when we wrongly thought we needed to compete with one another. And I just loved being on the court. I loved inhaling the smell of brand new tennis balls, hearing the sound of the racket smacking a forehand or a volley across the net. I loved the feel of my feet zigzagging across the court as I moved to hit my opponent’s spinserve, the high-fives that my doubles partner and I would share when we won game, set, match. To this day, a tennis court always feels like home.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">But I had one major problem on the court: I had trouble letting go.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Raise your hand if you’re really hard on yourself. So it’s not just me, right? Okay, good.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Consistency is key when playing tennis – after all, it’s the only way to keep a match going, to challenge your opponent and wear them down enough that you might have a shot (no pun intended) at winning the point. For the most part I was good at being consistent. But there were also many moments when I’d miss a serve, hit the ball into the net, smack a shot out, or just plain miss the ball completely. And of course, I had to move on to the next shot, while my mind was focused on the error I had made. Mentally, I would beat myself up, wondering why that shot hadn’t been perfect, or why I still wasn’t a good tennis player after all these years. And immediately, my performance would decline. As a (mostly) doubles player, that mentality not only affected my game, but also my partner’s, who had to spend her energy lifting me up and picking up my slack because I was having trouble recovering.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">And here’s the thing: I would do this in nearly every area of my life! Whether I made an innocuous error at work, said something that unintentionally hurt a friend or family member, or missed a shot on the court, all I did was hold on to that ‘mistake’, which kept me stuck in my head, filled me with anxiety, and ultimately made it very difficult for me to move forward. It has only been in the last year that I have learned to cut myself some slack. But I still have days when I allow myself to worry too much, even though I know I haven’t done anything wrong.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I’ve done some digging in the last couple of years to try and understand why I’m so hard on myself. I realized that it is because I expect nothing less than perfection from myself in everything. The problem with setting such high expectations is that, more often than not, I and the people around me will end up disappointed.</p>
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<h5 style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cc826c;">I’m human. I’m going to make mistakes.<br>
The more I recognize that and give myself grace,</span><br>
<span style="color: #cc826c;">the healthier my relationship is with myself,</span><br>
<span style="color: #cc826c;">and the stronger my relationships are</span><br>
<span style="color: #cc826c;">with the people I care about the most.</span></h5>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">To help me overcome this problem on the court, my mom would remind me of how Maria Sharapova handled blunders. She would walk behind the baseline, adjust her racket strings, tuck her hair behind her ears, then walk back to the baseline with renewed resolve. She left her mistake behind the baseline and kept moving.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">“And that,” my mom would say to me, “is the only way you’re going to win.”</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Applying that mentality improved my tennis game significantly, but it’s also a metaphor that is relevant to all aspects of life as I work on not being so hard on myself. I can already see vast improvements. But I’m human. I’m going to make mistakes. I am not always going to be the perfect person, daughter, sister, best friend, acquaintance, worker, or meditator. The more I recognize that and give myself grace, the healthier my relationship is with myself, and the stronger my relationships are with the people I care about the most.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">All of us are doing our best, but giving ourselves grace even when we slip really helps. Let’s keep lifting one another up.</p>
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Leave it behind the baseline

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      >MAMATA VENKAT SUBRAMANYAM </mark
    >explains how heart-based meditative practices have helped her turn feeling
    lonely into savoring alone time.</strong
  >
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  If you’re a Taylor Swift fan, a Swiftie, as I am unashamedly proud to be, then
  you can relate to the feeling of hearing her songs and knowing she
  just&nbsp;<em>gets it</em>. The opening notes of a song draw you in like a kid
  in a candy store, the lyrics hit and, “BAM.” Sugar rush. Somebody, something,
  is finally able to put words to the hodgepodge mess of feelings clouding up
  your brain. And she does so to a tune that becomes irrevocably tattooed into
  your synapses, rendering you a little annoyed, yes, but mostly (and most
  importantly)&nbsp;<em>seen.</em>&nbsp;
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<p>
  I have had many of these revelatory moments with Taylor Swift songs. In
  general, music can be cathartic, and artists like Swift who are very
  lyric-driven can provide us with camaraderie in those deep, dark moments when
  we feel like no one else can understand what we’re going through. In other
  words, those moments of loneliness.&nbsp;
</p>
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  I have often felt lonely throughout my thirty years of existence. I feel so
  grateful to be surrounded by wonderful friends and family, but, like many of
  us, I have experienced that deep, longing sensation of something missing. I
  can be in a room filled with people and still feel alone. My experiences with
  depression and anxiety have often put me in states of self-isolation, and I am
  guilty of being so reliant on figures and concepts outside of my own intuition
  that when those external reliances aren’t steady or accessible, I lose my
  grounding. I’m not sure how to function without them.
</p>
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  These are very real understandings that have emerged over the last several
  months as I continue to encourage myself to do the inner work and really grow
  into my individual. Through these realizations have come many truths, but as I
  listened to a new Swift song called, “You’re On Your Own, Kid,” one truth
  became glaringly visible.
</p>
<p>The ending lyrics punched me the hardest:</p>
<p>
  You’re on your own, kid<br />Yeah, you can face this<br />You’re on your own,
  kid<br />You always have been.
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<p>
  I realized that I didn’t know how to&nbsp;<em>be</em>&nbsp;with myself. And in
  order to create happiness, it was important that I learned how.&nbsp;
</p>
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  There are a number of psychological reasons why I struggle with being with
  myself. What I have come to understand now is that feelings of loneliness
  persist because I have not been treating myself as a friend. I haven’t engaged
  with myself with curiosity to understand my likes and dislikes, to feel out my
  interests, to do work beyond the surface to understood who I truly was. I have
  become so used to allowing others to dictate my direction that I don’t know
  how to lead myself.&nbsp;
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  The reality is this: while we are surrounded by friends, family,
  acquaintances, even enemies, the only constant in our lives is ourselves. And
  the best way to combat feelings of loneliness is to spend intentional time
  becoming friends with ourselves, the way we would with anyone close to
  us.&nbsp;
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  There are several things I have been doing recently to create this inner
  friendship – journaling, reading more books, diving into concepts that had
  peripherally piqued my interest – but it’s really been meditation that has
  helped me the most in turning feeling lonely into enjoyment of alone
  time.&nbsp;
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  Heartfulness meditation is a really lovely way to build that inner friendship,
  because the focus is meditation on the energy of the heart. Our hearts are our
  seats of intuition; it’s where our inner voice resides. That inner voice often
  becomes clouded by the illusions of our thoughts, created by stress, anxiety,
  the expectations we set for ourselves, the voices of other people, and other
  complexities. When we don’t regulate those thoughts, those illusions become
  our reality, and that reality often leaves us feeling out of control and, yes,
  lonely.&nbsp;
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      >Heartfulness meditation is a really lovely way to build that inner
      friendship,</strong
    ><br /><strong
      >because the focus is meditation on the energy of the heart.</strong
    ></mark
  >
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  How do we avoid that illusion-driven reality?<br />By consistently tuning into
  our heart and listening to it.<br />The more time we spend with our inner
  intuition, the more we get to know ourselves.<br />The more we get to know
  ourselves, the stronger our relationship with ourselves becomes.<br />And the
  stronger that relationship becomes, the less lonely we feel.&nbsp;
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  So yes, you’re on your own, kid. But it doesn’t have to be lonely. Here are
  three simple Heartfulness techniques that you can adopt to strengthen your
  inner voice and, in turn, strengthen the relationship you have with yourself
  so alone time can become more enjoyable:&nbsp;
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  >
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    alt=""
    src="https://cdn-hfn.s3.ap-south-1.amazonaws.com/relaxation_icon_18141781fe.jpg"
  />
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  <strong>What:</strong>&nbsp;A&nbsp;5 to 7 minute guided technique&nbsp;that
  releases tension and relaxes each part of your body.
</p>

<p>
  <strong>When:</strong>&nbsp;This guided relaxation technique can be done
  right&nbsp;before&nbsp;you meditate, or in moments when your body is feeling
  tense or anxious. If you are having trouble sleeping, you can also lie down
  and walk through this technique, relaxing each part of your body until you
  feel yourself falling asleep.
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<p>
  <strong>How:&nbsp;</strong>Try it with&nbsp;<a
    href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmwqL34FCjA"
    target="_blank"
    rel="noreferrer noopener"
    >this guided video</a
  >.
</p>

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    ></strong
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  <strong>What:&nbsp;</strong>A simple suggestion to become absorbed in the
  light in your heart.
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  <strong>When:</strong>&nbsp;Ideally, first thing in the morning for 10 to 30
  minutes before you start your day. It can also be done at any other time.
</p>

<p>
  <strong>How:</strong>&nbsp;To&nbsp;<a
    href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDClb-yjNdQ"
    target="_blank"
    rel="noreferrer noopener"
    >meditate on the light in the heart</a
  >, try it with this guided video.
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<p>
  If you find your mind drifting to other thoughts, treat them as if they are
  clouds passing in the sky, witnessing them but simply letting them pass. To
  learn how to manage those thoughts, check out the next section, Cleaning.
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    ></strong
  >
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    decoding="async"
    width="169"
    height="165"
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  <strong>What:</strong>&nbsp;An active technique of letting go of complexities,
  impurities, and any negativities that build up over time. This technique is
  beneficial for reducing thoughts during meditation, for minimizing anxiety and
  stress, and for eliminating those pesky thoughts that often plague us before
  we fall asleep (no more counting sheep!).
</p>

<p>
  <strong>When:</strong>&nbsp;Cleaning is generally done at the end of the day’s
  work for 10 to 30minutes,as a way to release the mental and emotional weight
  of the day.
</p>

<p>
  <strong>How:&nbsp;</strong>To try this&nbsp;<a
    href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrgqTUIu_Qs"
    target="_blank"
    rel="noreferrer noopener"
    >cleaning technique</a
  >, follow the instructions in the guided video.
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